It’s hard for me to convey, but
How I feel for you just won’t die away.
The Sun, and The Moon, and The Earth and The Stars,
Shine brightly on The Fear of what was never ours.
Gone should be the days that I am left to wonder,
Why we never acted upon our hearts desires.
Now all I ever do is seek a temporary mender
To cover up all my thoughts and lies
Because you are all I ever wanted, my truth and disguise
My depression, sorrow and sighs
My past, my tomorrow and my highs
The Reality is that I was Afraid
What the exchange would involve, a risky trade
My heart for your acceptance, neither could be guaranteed
So I stayed away, supposedly free
Resolved as I am,
In my misery.